i am still where i am.. havent move much from where i was. doing my time up north in penang, geeezz when will i be posted back? its been 10 months now, im waiting for my turn.. i want to move badly.. im waiting for my call up.. im bored of my current role now, and im ready for my next role!! So, effing move me fassst!
i am missing the party scene in kl and singapore.. oh, of course the party scene in taipei as well.. party scene here just aint my cup of tea.. but thank goodness i found a lil' hideout of my own, sunset bistro.. nice serene place by the beach..
met a girl, well not met but saw.. she was a breeze of fresh air.. but nothing has been done as usual.. and here i am wondering who is she.
11 August 2009
10 January 2009
free morning thoughts
g'morning..
my mind being really active for 7.30 in the morning.. thoughts of the 4 smses i saw when i woke up, thoughts of how much easier it is when u decided to let things be.
thoughts of why does my ex boss keep praising my work, i seriously think its overvalued, never really thought that my work was all that great.
happy thoughts in the morning although i was pondering whether to be in the office or just continue to sleep through. Though its not a requirement but this is how i practice it i guess, since i did not party last night and im around town..
my new role still amazes me.. particularly the ones that work for me... more on them in a separate note.
life would be very simple without commitments, im only getting a tad bit preview of it now and its like fresh air for me..
its a good start for now.. going to grab my breakfast.. more thoughts later
my mind being really active for 7.30 in the morning.. thoughts of the 4 smses i saw when i woke up, thoughts of how much easier it is when u decided to let things be.
thoughts of why does my ex boss keep praising my work, i seriously think its overvalued, never really thought that my work was all that great.
happy thoughts in the morning although i was pondering whether to be in the office or just continue to sleep through. Though its not a requirement but this is how i practice it i guess, since i did not party last night and im around town..
my new role still amazes me.. particularly the ones that work for me... more on them in a separate note.
life would be very simple without commitments, im only getting a tad bit preview of it now and its like fresh air for me..
its a good start for now.. going to grab my breakfast.. more thoughts later
07 January 2009
uncertain
growing disinterest.. lack passion.. tried picking it up..
cant seem to find that excitement.. or is it jus for the time being.. or am i still being ignorant..
why.. if only i could remove this feeling of doubt and install passion into it..
why.. is it that im eager to just let go and need not bother..
im admitting for once, im loosing faith in this.. yes, there were doubts but back then there was belief.. now, its just so difficult to see..
only time will tell
cant seem to find that excitement.. or is it jus for the time being.. or am i still being ignorant..
why.. if only i could remove this feeling of doubt and install passion into it..
why.. is it that im eager to just let go and need not bother..
im admitting for once, im loosing faith in this.. yes, there were doubts but back then there was belief.. now, its just so difficult to see..
only time will tell
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