free morning thoughts

g'morning..

my mind being really active for 7.30 in the morning.. thoughts of the 4 smses i saw when i woke up, thoughts of how much easier it is when u decided to let things be.

thoughts of why does my ex boss keep praising my work, i seriously think its overvalued, never really thought that my work was all that great.

happy thoughts in the morning although i was pondering whether to be in the office or just continue to sleep through. Though its not a requirement but this is how i practice it i guess, since i did not party last night and im around town..

my new role still amazes me.. particularly the ones that work for me... more on them in a separate note.

life would be very simple without commitments, im only getting a tad bit preview of it now and its like fresh air for me..

its a good start for now.. going to grab my breakfast.. more thoughts later

uncertain

growing disinterest.. lack passion.. tried picking it up..

cant seem to find that excitement.. or is it jus for the time being.. or am i still being ignorant..

why.. if only i could remove this feeling of doubt and install passion into it..

why.. is it that im eager to just let go and need not bother..

im admitting for once, im loosing faith in this.. yes, there were doubts but back then there was belief.. now, its just so difficult to see..

only time will tell